How is it that I can spend so much of my time on the least important and possibly damaging actions, but seem to struggle to get the energy to do even the least but productive things?
I’m so close to breaching the wall, and I turn away from the goal.
God help me, please.
I don’t want to be like this anymore, like for ever.
I want to be more than these. What must I do to get it? What lack I yet?