I’ve always wondered what it really takes to change who I am. How far I have to go to remove the bad parts and replace them. How much is really bad and if I need to rip it all out. Who I can ask for help while I am doing it.

I suppose that I have overlooked the most important thing I could do, to pour out my thoughts in a clear and concise way that proves I can still think with what’s left of my brain.

Today marks the beginning of a new time for me. I swear to root out all idle pursuits, starting with the object I hold in my hand, I removed a few things from my phone today that do little for my mental health, in fact I think they have made me quite stupid.

I need to see with eyes unclouded, so here’s to clearing the air a bit.